i wan to bitch about you, BITCH.
do you know that you're such a bitch?
do you know that you a pain in MY ASS?
do you have any idea how FUCKED UP you are?

DONT KNOW RIGHT. i tell you now! (though i know you wont be reading this, i just need a place to rant)

every single time, you never stood up for me.
all you do is bring me down, get me into trouble.
i gen ni you chou meh? why u always treat me like this.
people wan treat me good you jealous isit? then in the end hai dao i also dont get anything.

you alr have a biased mother who is biased TOWARDS YOU. you dont know that?
or shud i sae, she's just biased against me.

why? becos i'm quiet at home. i dont sweet talk, eh, no, i dont ASSLICK. unlike you.
i dont stand up for myself.
so what if you've done a lot in the past? you get your freedom when you were like, 16 or 17? at least you get to sleep over at your best fren's house alr by that time.
and fyi, i did not need your care when i reached primary 4 or 5.
i could iron my own uniform when i reached pri 3 or so.
its you, you are the one who keep butting in. even in circumstances where you didnt even need to speak at all.

and there were many times where you asked me to keep secrets, have i fucking betrayed you before? i did not.
and you are the one who is always getting me into trouble. you know why? cos both parents are biased towards you. dont you have enough?

every single time, where we quarrel or bicker, all you know is to use ur age to deh me. sae what, mei da mei xiao. eh, since your so good at asslicking, why dont you use a bit of those skills to shoot me back? rather than just using ur age. i know you ARE OLD. i dont need you to remind me.


so what if you guys saved money urselves? do you understand what is age gap? how many years have it been? what century isit now? maybe i'm just suey that i'm born in this family, which dont have parents that pamper their own children.


and to you, have got nothing to sae when i said that you were biased just now? cause you are guilty, aren't you?


and you guys keep saying, zhang da liao, yao xue hui bang mang jia li, xue hui xiang, bang mang zuo jia wu. when CAN i hear things like, zhang da liao, ni ke yi qu chu dao ji dian dou bu yong jing, gen wo men jiang yi sheng jiu hao.
at least i will come home.
but i doubt the day will never come.

anyway, i'm done ranting, so far.

bye.

I love you, Kevin Chan.
I will love you forever. <3

# JING .
# 22081992 .
kevin chan. <3

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