- Tuesday, August 11, 2009 . 12:07 AM
i've asked for the one month separation.i've tried to take it back.but you still wanted it.fine then, i'll go along with it.before we were together, u took every chance you could to meet up with me.after we are together, it changed.i understand, you need time with your frens.but i'm not asking to be with you 24/7.i just hope i could see you if we have the chance to.because i have to wait for 5 days before i could see you.don't you understand?as for today, u didnt want to come.i told you before, if u dont wanna come, i understand why.you said that you couldnt face me, u dont know how to face me or whatever bullshit.cmon, it's just using ur fingers to type a few letters. "i'm not going" would be more than enough. i can understand. or even easier, a call could settle it as well.but you've done none of those.and i'm fucking disappointed.you could have known that there's sumthing wrong going on between us already. it's so fcuking obvious.and you did nothing to make it better.some jokes arent meant to be said at such times.and yes, it disappointed me a hell lot as well.you can call me selfish, for leaving you at such a period of time. i just thought that i'd be less of a burden to you.anihow, just to let you know sumthing...i still love you, my boy.